Sometimes you just need to believe

Watched Devil Wears Prada again for the 100th time. It hits me again.

---

My personal life is hanging by a thread, that's all. 

Join the club. That's what happens when you start doing well at work, darling. 

Let me know when your whole life goes up in smoke. 

—

It has been a while since I wrote something. It is hard to get a start.

Work-life balance is something we kept discussing. "We" are me and my staffs, me and my boss, me and my bf, me and my friend, me and anybody who is currently working. 

There is no conclusion or solution yet but it is crystal clear that my life is hanging by a thread, like Andy.

I always believe that this is not something impossible to achieve but there is no one can help you but yourself.

Last time I resigned because of this. When I was a little bit younger, I tend to run away from everything because I do not find a way out (and I do not see the way out), made a lot of people disappointed. 

I don't want to do the same again. So, I have been trying very hard to get my life back, especially after the promotion. It doesn't work very well, I still chased by all kinds of stuff, emails, LINE messages and calls. I'm pretty sure there are people who able to manage all of this, but maybe that person isn't me. What bother me the most is I can only able to get everything done half way because I do not have enough time, because I have to get start the next thing on the list.

I'm a half way manager, and a half way girlfriend, and a half way daughter. This, really makes me frustrated. 

Still trying to adjust myself to get back on the track which I didn't see it clearly. 

Anyway, run away is NOT an option. NOT AT ALL.

So, I better figure this out before my whole life goes up in smoke. 

(Sometimes you just need to believe there is always a way out which you yet to see.)

(Sometimes you just need to believe.)

(Sometimes.)